why do i do this to myself?!?!?! making up stupid little stories in my head and beliving them. winding myself up to something thats not even true?

           

fuckmylife. like straight shoot me in the fucking head. i hate this feeling, hate hate hate it! i wana go back to how we used to be, before it became "different".i don't even know how its different but you said it is;( ilove you;/ </3

dear diary                    23/9/11
yesterday somethings happened to the person i love. i asked them if they were okay, they said they'd "talk to me about it later" but they stilll haven't. i've tired talking to them but they just don't reply.. i'm getting ignored i think D;
i'm so worried for them, i can't stop thinking about them. i'm at the point where when i think about them i get tears in my eyes, i got home today after school and had alittle cry to myself, i didn't want it to happen but it did. i wish they'd talk to me, i'll alway be here for them, no matter what<3


lots of love,
becky xoxoxo

fuck all them haters,
fuck all them hoes.

;)

your bum is so squishy;) 

haven't seen you in like 9days, and it feels like 9years D;
i miss you so so much. i wana see you so bad.

lets just cuddle.

those girls that you want no where near your boyfriend.

wish.

i wish i could do whatever i want! when i want!
and when i do something that I want to do,
i don't have to worry about stupid bitches running off and tell my parents + other people what i do!. goddaaam you bitches!>.<

 anyone wana be my friend?;(

 i waana buy a fish, 
 i have no clue why 
i just want a fish.   

i waaannnntttt loolllliiiieees!!